The Idoru - Monochrome. /trying to survive. remorse doesn’t help. waiting to realize, that grief can’t last for ever. /useless advices push me into solitude. praying to hold on and not to sink deeper. praying to hold on./ feelings i have never felt, thoughts i have never thought on. fulfill me with hope, this is my solace in grief. my solace in grief, (my grief won’t last for ever!) /see no faces, no colors just monochrome. history changes like seasons, monochrome. ruin of the cultures…monochrome. see no faces, no colors just monochrome/ http://rockerek.hu/