Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but every where�s the same and in this over conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don�t know what you held onto to get this far, but I need some too
Because I�m slipping from existence and there�s just no resistance to stop this all from happening
Today the pain, it got so bad, I had to scream
I�m cutting myself because I cannot face the world around me, that�s nothing
I�m cutting myself because there�s no way out
Dispersing what I feel so I feel nothing
I don�t know what to do to be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shut out those around
I tried to reach out to the past
The lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse an overwhelmed and frightened youth
I�ve learned to accept it
I know that that�s pathetic
I can�t explain to others
I know that they�ll reject it |
