| Christ 
The suffering and misery that I endure 
to harbor thoughts so brizzare 
beyond impure 
Mother, I'm here 
to do all the 
things that you long 
for me to do 
I love when we're 
in our reside alone late 
at night and you embrace me 
Now you found another 
to do all the things that 
we used to do at night 
in our room 
Now I experience sexual 
neglect at 10 years old 
Now your life means nothing to me 
after all the pain you caused me 
Judt to see you with another guy 
I guess I'm the only one was just a'lie 
I confront you with sexual 
trunstration built up inside 
of me but you deny the pleasure 
you'll noy die in vain 
The suffering and misery 
that I endure to see your 
streaks ob blood still run 
down the wall 
You can now not leave me 
but your death was not in vain 
even though your body's cold 
I can still enjoy you in death 
Mother |