When I was born she was just 15
Dad was dead a womb full of speed
Survived the dumpster and left for dead, because I ground my teeth as I breastfed
She sobered up and fished me out, because she didn't wanna hear her social workers mouth
To young to rear this unwanted child and forced to take up with pedophiles
Passed around the trailer park
She could talk the talk with a bowlegged walk
I shared a crib with baby roaches, covered in shit, I was grotesque
9 pounds of dead weight, down the line came a baby brother
She couldn't feed and was forced to smother
To start fresh and cover her tracks
She turned on the stove and lit a match, all cranked up she watched us burn
Not this time, not my mom
I fought the smoke and found an exit with GI Joe melted to my left foot
A lifetime of shame, too young to tame
She had everything to gain, salvation in those flames
I saw bitter disappointment when our fucking eyes met, my body mostly charred
I was her...diehard!!!!!
We kept the secret in the family
Me and her became a team, selling food stamps for half the cash
Became cocaine and sourmash, as years passed the tide had turned
Corn liquor had made her blind, diabetes took her feet, mother was now just meat, forced to be man of the house some things never change
We still need to eat
I saw no other way, sell her ass on the street
Hobo's and mongoloids, two at a time
Her discount pussy, suited them just fine
With a warm washcloth, I'd clean my mother's cunt
She'd sob herself to sleep, stained mattress with no sheets |
