suspicion growing
a feeling I cannot control
communication
communication low
the invasion is necessary
the dangers are secondary
this was never meant to be
a lifetime of instability
I guess I was weak
someone please rescue me
frozen in time
can't control what's inside of me
frozen in time
I left my soul behind
I'm at the end of the line
trapped in my mind
empty and blind
I see myself dying
all these paranoid delusions frighten me
manipulating vitality
an unspeakable evil latches on to agony
attacking my body impurity spreading through me
like a parasite
desensitized to the world while the plagues controlling
like a fucking parasite
the same demons keep haunting
sending their warning
it's unrelenting
this was never meant to be
a lifetime of instability
I guess I was weak
October the leaves buried me
frozen in time
can't control what's inside of me
frozen in time
I left my soul behind
I'm at the end of the line
trapped in my mind
empty and blind | 
