In the Shadow of Negation
Emptiness embodied,
My soul’s burning icecold.
Contradiction fulfilled,
My existence’s the final destination.
Catastrophic purposefulness,
Covered by fading stubborn facts.
Bittersweet lonely resignation
In the shadow of negation.
Suffering – The only world order.
I won’t let – My face show up emptiness.
I simply deny – The current barriers of my life.
And I accept – That my soul on the wings of change flies.
Painless catharsis’ s my desire, my expectation.
As I’m standing on the border of deliberation.
I’m embraced by a ravishing obsession.
Self-hatred suffocates me into abnegation.
Catastrophic purposefulness,
Covered by fading stubborn facts.
Bittersweet lonely resignation
In the shadow of negation.
Sitting on the edge of existence,
My eyes are only the mirror of emptiness.
Suffering – The only world order.
I won’t let – My face show up emptiness.
I simply deny – The current barriers of my life.
And I accept – That my soul on the wings of change flies.
I’m leading the way with shaking knees
In the direction of change’s unknown fields.
I’d rather drown into pain and torment,
Than into nihility’s ashen well.
Sitting on the edge of existence,
My eyes are only the mirror of emptiness.
Painless catharsis’s my desire, my expectation
As I’m standing on the border of deliberation.
The hour of emptiness is ingesting me,
It’s hard to apprehend that I’m not suffering,
But reality’s arms are retracting me,
They do not let me forget myself eternally. |
