This was not my intenition
This is not what I wanted
But I rattle the cage when I start feeling daunted
I can’t explain why this just had to be done
And I’m so fucking sorry I wasn’t the one
This was not my intention
I really need you to know this
To be a shadow beside you always there yet deeply missed
If I could take all your pain and make all of it fall on my shoulders
In a heartbeat I’d do it
I’d never make you go through this
I welcome the turbulence
I need the unpleasantness
This comfort zone is choking me
Can’t help this restlessness
Forgive me for doing this
This is not were I need to be
As for the hurt
I guess it’s inevitable
And the black
The black will wash away
To turn it around
Is to come out the winner
Make it good again
I’ve been going in circles so much for „live and learn”
Not even surprised anymore when I find myself getting burned
Why do I tear it apart when all the pieces are finally together?
We all should know by now that nothing is forever
I’m walking with no-one
I’m not walking at all
Just staying still for a while as this guilt trip is taking it’s toll
To dissapear from the world hide here in this nest of mine
If I give this some time will everything be fine?
I guess it’s inevitable
The black will wash away
To turn it around
Is to come out the winner
Make it good again | 
